Photography is like a fire, keep shooting until you burn out. While the ashes continue to fly out of the scene, it takes time and patience to capture that perfect ash between the timeframe of releasing the shutter and bringing it to post-processing.
Hell, you may not be able to capture that one ash until you gather enough experience. However, it should not stop you from going far and beyond the expectation. Stepping out into the world, taking a small step closer to the goals you have set, should be what generates passionate heat you bestow.
You will never be Jessica Kolbessi, a photographer on YouTube, in a day; though, with hard work and dedication, that blaze will eventually become a forest fire. Be strong. Be Passionate. That flame will be lit for all to see sooner or later.